HOLDING BACK MY TEARS

was totally devasted at this weeks wi i had gained half a pound. ok i know its not a huge amount but at end of day i didnt do anything wrong to gain this. i had no easter eggs or alcohol. and we went to Whitby with the inlaws and they had chips i had chicken and mushroom pannini with no cheese or anything!!.
was so close to tears at the meeting but Lorna(leader)spoke to me at the class and said cud be cause was not eating filling foods and using more points on snack foods.
just feel i forever chasing my 50lbs loss and just never guna get there.
now finding it so hard to motivate myself had mcdonalds on tues and then steak and chips and peppercorn sauce yesterday. but walked home from work yesterday and today so hopefully might help.
just dont know how i will cope if put on again. this is just getting so hard for me

wohoo back on track (wi)

well after a nail biting day waiting for wi as just didnt know how to cope with another gain. i finally managed to lose 2lbs bringing total of 47.5lbs. mustve been the walking home from work twice and standing all day at Aintree!!.
So i really really really want to get to my 50lbs mark in the next 2 weeks i dont wannabe in the 40lbs mark anymore!!.

So my mini goals are 1.5lbs for my next silver bringing my to 3.stone
2.5lbs for my 50lbs cert
5lbs to get into 16stone.
So really need concentrate and get these targets by middle may hopefully.

Hubby at the track before we head up to the stand

Me at the stand at the Grand National

Hubby at Red Rum statue at Aintree